It infiltrated, left a trace in my mouth
and I wanted it. Emboldened, it began
to colonise all those tight spaces.
So I let it bed itself under my fingernails
and drip into my tear-ducts. It felt so warm,
was my constant mute companion,
became one of us, on sports days,
shopping trips, vacations. I never asked
any questions, never wished to see its face.
One morning it was just not there.
I searched and searched, panic rising up
in my throat, and I couldn't manage
to say what it was I had lost, and how.
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